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Nostalgia

Monday, December 29, 2008 · Leave a Comment

What is is about the holidays that breaks our routine only to make us look through old photos and think of the past?  When ever we are at my grandparents we always somehow get around to watching the old home movies of when I was little.

In my case, It’s always the past years online updates.  This year I went through my old Xanga (it’s still online if you desire) and thought of all the good times that were behind those entries.  Back when i used to document every aspect of my every day.  Sure it was lame to do it back then but now I can relive those days.

Right now I’m at my uncle Robbies house, to whom we donated alot of our old furniture and my moms old Honda after the hurricane.  Seeing all of these things is also bringing me back to the past.  Especially going out to dinenr in the old minivan.  I remember riding to school every day in that since the 7th grade.

I dunno, I’m kind of entertained by the past.  Everytime I have these looks back I’d like to think how much I’ve grown as a person.  When in reality I haven’t.  I’ve just grown physically to some degree.  But it’s still fun to see the old me in action, or at least his actions documented.

Do you guys do the same thing?

Categories: Personal

Which came first..?

Sunday, June 29, 2008 · 1 Comment

The chicken or the egg?  No, similar question though.  I ask you which came first, lust or love?  I’ll speak in terms of man and woman, but you can switch them around as you see fit.

If the story of Adam and Eve is correct, than it was god who told man to love woman, and thus love came first.  But, if Mankind grew out of monkeys, than which came first?  Obviously the insticts of animals that we still hold today are for the mother to protect it’s young and for man to further the species, and so forth.  So if this is true, than lust came first?  And if this is the case, where did love come from?

Is love an invention of man or is it a characteristic of man?  Is it something that we posses and we gave a name to, or is it something that we talk about that maybe isn’t there?  Can love exist without lust and vice-versa?

What is the science of love?  Obviously we have cracked the science of lust.  It’s a reaction of chemicals in the brain.  And love is the same way is it not?  But where is the line drawn?  Is there a line?  Is love a subset of lust or is it the other way around?

These are just stupid hypotheticals, but feel free to share your thoughts, I’d like to hear them.

Categories: Personal

A random update of sorts

Friday, June 6, 2008 · 2 Comments

So all this week I have been home all alone because my car was getting fixed.  My mom and sister were in Syracuse, and I had no way of getting to work, so I had nothing but World of Warcraft, Kamen Rider, and my cigarettes to keep me sane.  Finally got my car back today and it’s still acting up.  Also, in the course of “fixing” it, my radio reset itself and now I can’t find the security code.  Great.

I geeked out for a bit yesterday, and installed ubuntu on the broken PC.  I love how linux handles the NIC flawlessly, while windows continues to not acknowledge it, even after running the driver install.  Thanks Microsoft!  Even got it to share the printer with my Macbook Pro, which is great!

Tonight was really the first social interaction I’ve had all week, which was interesting.  Photo editing the yearbook will be kind of cool.

Tomorrow I am off to Atlanta for my cousin’s wedding.  So follow me on twitter if you care about those kinds of things.  By the way, if you don’t have a twitter account at this point (which means everyone but Elyse), then you are officially behind the times.  Facebook and blogs are like so 2 years ago.  Get with the times already!

I got the new Weezer CD today, along with the bonus tracks (not all of them, only the 4 US tracks and one of the UK tracks).  I love how every time they make a new album, I am reminded of how hard they rock!  I plan on listening to this while I wait for my plane tomorrow.  Apparently they play around with roles in this, with Rivers playing drums on at least one of the songs.  Should be interesting.

Other things?  Kamen Rider Hibiki has changed my life.  No really, it has struck me.  I love how a dumb kids show from japan that revolves around transforming super heroes and fighting demons can have such a powerful message in between all that.  I think it really has helped me with what I have been feeling lately.  If you watch only one imported japanese tokusatsu series, make it hibiki.

What else?  Call me sometime?  I’m free most weekends, and usually bored.  Need to see some old faces this summer

Categories: Montclair State University · Music · Personal · Television · Video Games

Summer Weather?

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 · Leave a Comment

So last week I was wearing my sweatshirt while going on calls, and even inside during the day.  Today I basically spent my entire day in doors working on club info calls, and was still annoyed by the sudden change in weather.  First thing I did when I got home was changing into some gym shorts and taking off my shoes and socks.

What the hell?  When did mother nature decide to suddenly change when we celebrate political holidays (Memorial day, Labor day)?  I mean I love the summer weather, don’t get me wrong, but some gradual progression would be nice.

Oh and driving home into the thunderstorm that never happened was nice.  It was like driving into the oblivion.  Should have taken a moblog in retrospect :(

Categories: Personal

Evangelion Rambeling

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 · 1 Comment

So I recently re watched all of the Neon Genesis Evangelion TV show (minus the last two episodes, ill go back and suffer through that later) and movies. This show was always a mind bender, but I’m trying to finally wrap my mind around the show’s concepts and story. What I am finding is really great.

The story really makes a lot more sense when you read some of the wikipedia pages. Honestly I wouldn’t have gotten this stuff on my own. Not to mention they go into detail about the religious inspirations and “The Hedgehog’s Dilemma“.

But I have a problem with these new movies. Basically they are re-telling the story of the original TV show, with a brand new animation cut into movie sized chunks. And after watching the first one I have to say, No. The animation looks sweet, and the fights look even more badass, but the story is just cut and shown so fast, that I dont think it can make an sense unless you really watched the TV show. And by that I mean like I did, just sit down and really grind this thing out. Not to mention that they butchered one of my favorite angel battles (the giant pyramid). It kind of works as a supplement to the TV show, but again they are differing from the original story in some places, as well as adding new characters and angels (not in this movie, but according to wikipedia they plan to). How does that work?

I still don’t get how the second impact is named as such. How the hell is the moon the first impact? There was no egg or angel right? WTF? And do the ever explain what SEELE and NERV stand for? Seriously, for every question you get answered about this show, there are like 10 more that go unexplained.

Categories: Movies · Personal